Untitled again...

Not knowing what he's done but he's already done it...Not knowing what to say for didn't know what to say...nor knowing what to feel for had somehow created the awkwardness.... not knowing what to do, anticipating things to work their ways out and not let his own history repeats....All he knows is to learn his appreciation and sometimes, express his gratitude and concern...

Oh God,please...

Oh God....I just found her not long ago but she's leaving soon...Please give me another good friend like her :(

A Man's Affection

Is feeling affectionate to a few girls at a time a bad thing to do, a sin? Maybe he has affection for different girl at different time? Is that what a selfish man would do?

Every girl is created so attractive and perfect in their way. Not that they're in absolute perfection by common and mere general judgement but they're all unique and special...And some of them simply make a worthy stay in a man's heart...at least for a moment..and that this man appreciates it very much despite his affection for them might be selfish...

Deep in heart, he wishes so much that each of them can stay longer for him...even if not for him, at least by chance...Most importantly, each feeling of affection is sincere and true..Even if there is no love relationship for him, getting the chance of seeing them is already a pleasure to him...But when he realizes that he will no longer have this chance with a girl, he feels bad as if there comes another drop of tear from inside his heart...Even as for a friendship, this drop of tear will still be there for this girl...And he hopes he can remember this girl forever...

#p.s: Whenever he feels like people might think he's a playboy, he actually feel more like a miserable man...

a brittle heart's wish

...when I wish there is someone to care for me,to comfort and touch this little brittle me when I feel broken and overwhelmed with grief...a brittle heart's wish...

Girl oh girl

Girl oh girl..When I don't know what to do with you, I'll just love you...When neither of us give any response, I'll just keep quiet and watch you once in a while...and I still think two is better than one....